Sebelum ni upon hearing stories from friends, relatives and through some reading, i know what it was. But knowing about it was a little too unsatisfactory. Unsatifactory sebab tak sangka pulak aku yang kena. OMG! Teruk betul rasanya. Masa aku type entry ni aku tengah gila babas mengah. Letih siot...!
Ni bukan aku nak merepek lagi dah.
Macam ni ceritanya.
Satu hari, ditakdirkan kat ofis, aku pulak kebetulan kena makan ubat. Jangan ditanya sakit apa, sebab ramai tahu aku sakit apa, jadi aku malas nak cerita dah pasal sakit aku ni. Karang tak pasal-pasal kena jadi bahan pulak. Dah biasanya bila sakit, makanlah ubat, ye dak? Aku ni susah sikit nak telan ubat. Kak Maria, Nora, Kak Nita, Rashidah - ah, pendek kata semua yang rapat tahu aku paling liat nak telan ubat, especially cough syrup. Rasanya, Ya Ampun....Ni pulak nak makan ubat waktu berkerja, lagilah aku liat gila babas.
Jadi, untuk mengelakkan aku menderita sakit aku ni, maka dengan secara rasminya aku menelan beberapa ulas pil khas diberikan oleh doktor aku yang berulang-ulang kali memerli aku each time aku jumpa dengan beliau. Dia sendiri pun tak larat nak nasihat dah. Bagi ubat sambil perli aku, dahsyat kan Doktor aku ni...?!
Anyway, it started when me, being in the office alone, the others went for a meeting which i don't know what it's all about. So, there i am, sick and in need of medication. I took my meds, those for my migraine, gout and fever. Yes, a whole bunch of drugs in the system, and i won't get arrested for it. huhuhuhu...!
While waiting for the drugs to take effect, i turn a few pages of a magazine, and the next thing i know, i was asleep.
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!
???!
I don't really know if i dreamed or just sees visions in my sleep, but here's what i saw.
I was alone, i flew. The surrounding involves trees and islands, lots of water, perhaps i am soaring above the endless seas of the world. The weather seems not really bright, it's a bit dark in the skies, lots of clouds covering me. Not strangely, I felt at ease.
Then, the atmosphere starts to get gloomy and gloomier. Still i was flying free. Then....
I wanted to land on one of the islands i saw when hovering in the air, yet i can't seem to get my feet on them. Tried hard to, but it's getting harder and harder each seconds.
THEN, IT HIT ME! Yes, i was "ditindih", some call it by.
I was gasping for air,my body heats up real quick, i was sweating macam gila babas. Pastu, my head feels very heavy macam aku rasa kepala aku ni dah besar macam tayar bas ekspress dah. I know the things that happens around me, like i was there, but i wasn't there. Can't explain how it was, exactly.
I tried to open my eyes, tapi susah gila babas, ibaratkan bukak tin Sardin pakai sebelah tangan lagi senang. huhuhu.I couldn't speak, or even move any of my body parts. I know that because, i really tried hard to move a finger, but it was hopeless. Feels like your PC went to a crash state, you can tekan-tekan the keyboard, but there's nothing you can do. (CALL A TECHNICIAN!)
I felt this sudden urge to get up, after hearing some noise which i don't know what it was. The subtle noise of wind blowing. It's not frightening though. What's scares me was, i lost my breathing. Gasping for air - Yes, that's frightening! I can't breathe or move or anything. I was like started to get really angry and agitated, padahal tercungap-cungap macam ikan yang dinaikkan ke darat tu! Tapi dah macam dugong dah! Then few of my officemates came into the room, i can hear one of them using the laptop with the sounds of her clicking the mouse so clearly, but still i can't call her. Dalam hati ni dah gundah gelana dah! Huhuhuhu! Waktu-waktu macam ni lah aku perlukan Faeez atau Jafri. Sebabnya, these two people will disturb me when taking a nap. They are such a nuisance, but when i need them the most, takdelah pulak?!
I call still remember Rashidah said, "Ni lama dia tidur ni. Syam dah makan ubat tu, tak payah la kacau dia..."
Dalam hati aku, aku menjerit! "Baik lah pulak minah ni...Ketuk la aku dengan bantal ke hapa...!" I was nearly to tears dah...
Then after a few minutes hearing their discussion, they left the room. It was quiet again.
Entah lah, after a few more minutes of struggling, i finally can move my feet. That was the moment i thought, "This is it! My way out!" I screamed, Bismillah - ALLAHUAKBAR!
Pap! Aku terbangun macam takde pape yang berlaku...! I was still disoriented jugak masa sedar tu. Tengok Nissa selamba je buat speech ke hapa entah kat laptop dia. Terasa ingin menanya kat dia, yang dia dengar tak aku masa aku menjerit. Tapi dari reaksi dia masa aku sedar tu, biasa je. Ye lah, kalau dia dengar aku menjerit melolong, mesti dia campak tong sampah sebelah dia tu kat aku, kan? aduh! Rasa macam tak percaya pulak. So aku buat tak tau je lah.
So i wen't to the men's room, got freshen up, with a few sticks of cigarettes. I still cannot interpret what just happened. I wanted to call my Mom, but i left my handphones on the sofa that i lied on earlier, so aku biar je lah.
I went back to retrieve my phones. I saw Kak Maria discussing something with Nissa. I told Kak Maria briefly what happened. Actually, she saw me earlier. She thought i was just sleeping, but from what she saw, she did see my position when i was sleeping was rather a bit unusual. Then i asked, how unusual it was. She just said "unusual". WOW. What an explanation. huhuhu.
So, after obtaining my phones, i sat down quietly near my new desk. Staring into the monitor screen, and decided to go Google about what happened to me. Tons of reading for me, and finally i came across this scientific explanatory article that i find it simple and it does explain real straight to the point without those hanky-panky-hard-to-spell medical terms.
And i Quote (Copy>Paste je lah!)
"...Hinggalah saya mendengar penjelasan seorang rakan, Dr. Harris, yang mengulas tentang perkara tersebut dari sudut saintifik perubatan melalui penulisan dalam blog peribadinya.
Sebenarnya apa yang berlaku itu merupakan fenomena paralisis tidur. Ia merujuk kepada suatu tempoh singkat yang membuatkan seseorang tidak dapat membuat pergerakan mana-mana bahagian badan ketika baru memasuki fasa hendak tidur (hipnogogik atau predormital), atau ketika hendak sedar daripada tidur (hipnopompik atau posdormital).
Apakah simptom-simptomnya? Lazimnya seseorang akan mengadu hilang upaya gerak anggota tangan atau kaki ketika baru mula tidur atau hendak sedar. Berlaku juga episod singkat paralisis otot skeletal, sama ada sebahagian atau sepenuhnya. Ia biasanya dikaitkan dengan halusinasi hipnogogik atau aktiviti otak yang mencetus situasi seperti mimpi.
Paralisis tidur selalunya dikaitkan dengan narkolepsi, iaitu gangguan neurologikal yang membuatkan seseorang mengalami rasa mengantuk yang ekstrem lalu boleh tertidur secara tiba-tiba. Namun begitu, ada orang yang mengalami paralisis ini tanpa menunjukkan petanda narkolepsi.Antara penyebab paralisis tidur ini adalah seperti tidur dalam posisi terlentang terlalu lama, jadual tidur yang tidak menentu, tidak cukup tidur dan istirehat, stres dan juga pertukaran gaya hidup secara mendadak (misalnya peralihan daripada mod rehat kepada aktiviti ekstrem secara mengejut).
Dalam kes halusinasi hipnogogik tertentu, seseorang akan merasa seperti ada orang lain di dalam bilik tidur mereka. Ada juga yang trauma apabila menyangka ada ‘sesuatu’ yang duduk di atas dada hingga menyukarkan pernafasan.
Sejak berkurun, ia terjadi pada manusia dan dipanggil Fenomena Hag. Walaupun kesannya menimbulkan keresahan dan ketakutan, tiada risiko atau ancaman fizikal boleh berlaku.
Dalam dunia ini memang ada makhluk lain di dimensi yang tidak dapat ditembusi mata kasar kita. Tetapi janganlah kita jadikan ia satu-satunya alasan bagi setiap kejadian yang tidak dapat dihuraikan..."
Oleh HAMZAH ABDUL HAMID
Petikan dari Kosmo
(http://www.jomlayan.com/mybb/ditindih-atau-paralisis-t-22095.html)
Yeah, most of what i read leads to this explanation.
So yeah, i voted for this article. NO GHASTLY ENTITY WAS THERE. I AM JUST VERY TIRED! Simple.
Look at this. "DAEMONS" >>> Cam nak perli aku je. It was prompted when i was adding the link to Facebook.
PS : No, i don't say that THESE entities does not exist, but i chose to believe that i am just very tired. That's all.
