It started out as a friend's invitation over the matter. I was a guy who lives his life as low profile as i can be. Lets just say, the less you know about me the better. One day a friend came to see how i was doing. I do have my own phone that time. It's just that being me, i seldom reach out to anyone by phone. I won't start a conversation, won't ask people out or ask how are they doing. That's just me. When people called, i would answer. When they ask me out, i'll just go. Sometimes it gets annoying when everybody knows my phone number. So it happened that my friend introduced me to Facebook. She told me its a good way to keep in touch with anyone on the planet. It's like a pager of some sort, which kinda cool to me coz, i have my own luxury of replying to what's important and ignoring what's not.
It's cool at first, seems like i get to be reunited with childhood friends. The only motive i get driven by, that is. It is like searching for a treasure chest without the map. I stumbled upon them by accident, they found me out of curiosity and the cycle are just.
Then the new made friends - the people i don't really know about. Some are made good friends, others were just simply adding people to the list and the numbers fascinates them. Non-quality approach there. I simply just don't like them.
Then there were people approaching me in a different manner. They seek companionship. They told me that i am a good listener and maybe i am. Maybe i have been around people older than me so that it affects how i relate to things around me. But that is not the matter here.
I'm writing this down specially for the people in my Facebook list. Some, i love them to the heart. Some are not, and sometimes i just don't want to care about too much. It's the reality of being me. I stumbled upon real friends, met them, shared few things here and there. Some were just playing the game. That's how crooked a person can be. I can name few good people in my list, even if i we haven't met eyes to eyes. These good people always come up with good advice rather than making fun of me. They guided me as i have problems with my temper which seems out of control lately. These amazing few friends will always stay in my heart forever.
So now, i will be terminating the account, regardless what people think. Some friends made me cry when replying to their messages. To some friends, i am honored to have known you. I'll take my leave now. I wish all the best in whatever you do.
I have been meaning to do this a year ago. I was stopped by someone i do cherished that time, but since it's in the past, i guess i should walk forward, stepping onto another rock as easy as it can be or otherwise. Welcome to the world, i guess. :)
It breaks my heart to end something i want to keep but life is all about sacrifice. Go along with it.
Goodbye, all. It has been wonderful knowing some of you. I will think of you always.
