Sunday, May 24, 2009
A song that i dedicate to my special someone...
Maybe Tomorrow
Cant believe its over
That you're leaving
Weren't we meant to be?
Should've sensed the danger
Read the warnings
Right there in front of me
Just stop
Lets start it over
Couldn't I get one more try?
Maybe tomorrow you'll say that you're mine
You'll realize, I could change
I'm gonna show you I'm in it for life
I'll get you back someday
Maybe tomorrow
I forgot to be there
I was selfish
I can see that now
I should've got to known you
Should've held you
When your tears fell down
Just stop
Don't make me beg you
Tell me that you'll stay the night
Maybe tomorrow you'll say that you're mine
You'll realize, I could change
I'm gonna show you I'm in it for life
I'll get you back someday
I will find a way
Wait a minute
Just hear me out
This time I promise, I'll put you first
Turn around now
Your heart can't let you walk away
I'll do what it takes
Maybe tomorrow you'll say that you're mine
You'll realize (realize), I could change (I can change)
I'm gonna show you I'm in it for life
I'll get you back someday
Maybe tomorrow
There's so much I wanna say now
I just wanna make a life with you (don't walk away)
There's so much I wanna do now
I just wanna make love to you
Maybe tomorrow
Maybe tomorrow
My emotional state : I love you so much!
Subject-Less...
Dear viewers/readers,
This is not an entry as usual.
I just need to write about my emotional state that's keep changing from time to time in a randomly manner. One moment i was smiling, the next, i was gloomy, then went back to slightly happy and the cycle keeps rotating in certain manner which i don't understand it, myself. I just don't know why, but maybe my brain is working too much already.
I kept thinking of many different things. Too many to mention, and mostly it is quite personal. I can't sleep like i used to. I don't eat as much ; and i am so afraid that it might get worse from day to day.
I simply need to write this, and hoped i can relax a little after publishing it. The least i can be sure of, is i did something to express my thoughts (here).
I will take a break for the moment. Get myself patched up, and hoped it will turn out normal.
My emotional state : Sadden by the thoughts, maybe...
This is not an entry as usual.
I just need to write about my emotional state that's keep changing from time to time in a randomly manner. One moment i was smiling, the next, i was gloomy, then went back to slightly happy and the cycle keeps rotating in certain manner which i don't understand it, myself. I just don't know why, but maybe my brain is working too much already.
I kept thinking of many different things. Too many to mention, and mostly it is quite personal. I can't sleep like i used to. I don't eat as much ; and i am so afraid that it might get worse from day to day.
I simply need to write this, and hoped i can relax a little after publishing it. The least i can be sure of, is i did something to express my thoughts (here).
I will take a break for the moment. Get myself patched up, and hoped it will turn out normal.
My emotional state : Sadden by the thoughts, maybe...
Saturday, May 23, 2009
Entry # 1 – March 11th 2009
Start = 10.41pm
A New Year, A New Place, The New Same Old Brand Old Me.
Finally, a new place I can call, well, home, at least.
I just moved in to a small but cozy place in terms of privacy-wise in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia. I even reorganized it to be a private studio even though it might not look as if it were, but that is not the point. I can finally have my own space, where I can be myself without anyone seeing me, for example, dancing like a freak when listens to a few hyped songs. And I have the tendencies to mimic the singers’ pronunciations while in the same time exaggerating the mimic. Sometimes. Well, I lied about sometimes. Giggles. These are few of the embarrassing moments I would, for mother earth’s sake, have people find out (even if) about them some other ways beside seeing me do them with their bare eyes. Who wouldn’t?
Oh, and writing this is so much fun and relaxed in private.
I have just finished painting the walls black with help from few buddies. Why black? The color suits me the most. I really like being around black things. Psychologically, it is hard to characterize black as it is, well, let me just say “Unpredictable” and “Blended” to its other “rivals”.
Seemingly, nights seemed to be cooler at most times after I painted these walls black. Heat during daytime? Afraid not, where daytime mostly never reached my home-studio as it is blocked by nearby blocks. In other word, it keeps the juice in. Giggles!
The funny thing is, a friend posted a “WELCOME BACK, HONEY!” note on the wall after the finishing process of painting, which I find it funny, irritating, and warmth all at the same time. Nuisance can be entertaining, sometimes.
Yes, my home-studio is an apartment, as anybody should have figured it out by now. Proud to have my own place even though it’s not really sufficient for my bigger ambitions, but it’ll do for the moment.
Rome wasn’t built in a day.
I just bought a “do-it-yourself” L-shaped office desk; which lessen my wallet a sum of nail biting RM 280.00. There goes half of my shopping money for two weeks. Goodbye to Oriental food dinner, too!
Giggles…
Start = 11.50pm
Start = 10.41pm
A New Year, A New Place, The New Same Old Brand Old Me.
Finally, a new place I can call, well, home, at least.
I just moved in to a small but cozy place in terms of privacy-wise in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia. I even reorganized it to be a private studio even though it might not look as if it were, but that is not the point. I can finally have my own space, where I can be myself without anyone seeing me, for example, dancing like a freak when listens to a few hyped songs. And I have the tendencies to mimic the singers’ pronunciations while in the same time exaggerating the mimic. Sometimes. Well, I lied about sometimes. Giggles. These are few of the embarrassing moments I would, for mother earth’s sake, have people find out (even if) about them some other ways beside seeing me do them with their bare eyes. Who wouldn’t?
Oh, and writing this is so much fun and relaxed in private.
I have just finished painting the walls black with help from few buddies. Why black? The color suits me the most. I really like being around black things. Psychologically, it is hard to characterize black as it is, well, let me just say “Unpredictable” and “Blended” to its other “rivals”.
Seemingly, nights seemed to be cooler at most times after I painted these walls black. Heat during daytime? Afraid not, where daytime mostly never reached my home-studio as it is blocked by nearby blocks. In other word, it keeps the juice in. Giggles!
The funny thing is, a friend posted a “WELCOME BACK, HONEY!” note on the wall after the finishing process of painting, which I find it funny, irritating, and warmth all at the same time. Nuisance can be entertaining, sometimes.
Yes, my home-studio is an apartment, as anybody should have figured it out by now. Proud to have my own place even though it’s not really sufficient for my bigger ambitions, but it’ll do for the moment.
Rome wasn’t built in a day.
I just bought a “do-it-yourself” L-shaped office desk; which lessen my wallet a sum of nail biting RM 280.00. There goes half of my shopping money for two weeks. Goodbye to Oriental food dinner, too!
Giggles…
Start = 11.50pm
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